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Monday, February 25th, 2008
9:42 am
Hello Hello world. Just Oliver sending a textual greeting from some lonely solar flare.

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Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
10:32 am - Apis Mellifawa
Its been a while Livejournal....I am hereby reinstating your use. Because no one else does. Sort out my thoughts in a more private way then the typical myspace blog. So where do I stand...

The summer could not be long enoug. Most of my time is spent in the apiary. For those of you I know, but have not kept in as much contact with, I am working on honey bee research. I love it, I feel blessed to have a job with such strong implications for my region and beyond. Meaning behind strenuous work makes waking up a little easier. I have a girlfriend. Sort of. More of a girl. The friendship deal is usually up in the air. Such strong variability caused by lack of sleep, lack of food, lack of money, lack of sex, or my instantaneous airheaded behavior. The relationship thrives on our embedded necessity for life's "abundant" blessings which can only be mined from another human being. I question everyday whether its worth it. Why I invest what I do. I know I am not in love. I dont know if love for another human who has not already been bestowed such is possible. I think it is. Ive approached my situation in the way I approach most questions in my everyday life. regurgitated questions transcribed into new languages. New models of sight and sound. The question that lingers: could it be better? only time will tell.

Many exciting adventures planned mostly to Louisville. One big one being my intended trek on foot and train across Scotland beginning in January. I would really enjoy an unexpected hello from an unexpected person. Thank you Livejournal. Thankyou.

current mood: contemplative

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Friday, October 13th, 2006
3:49 pm - oh egg man
I havent used this in awhile, I got tired of the idea that people read my words. as they are only words and can only initiate so much of an understanding. words in general I have turned against, they are too easy and too hard at the same time.

So, whats up.
My internet time is now reduced to when I have nothing to important/better to read while working in the Library. I am trying to write my first album, hah, a few songs began but nothing much. I have been engrossed in Jim Jarmusch films. Honey bees have been my rationale for explaining all random phenomena that occur in and out of my life. Trying to find a link between the jaded/isolated youth and my sceptical current manifestation. Money is not somthing I touch on a regular day basis, and when I do it goes straight to my local liquor store. I am happy. I have found an understanding that basically everything is fine always. My left hand is fucking up. If anyone ever wants to plan an adventure let me know. Hopefully in 2007 I will be in Scotland or Austrailia. Keepen that ball a-rollen.


current mood: fri 13 hah

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Thursday, July 20th, 2006
5:33 am - Take a whiff on me.
Haha I* havent updated the ol LJ in awhile. reading the old shit is fucking trippy. anyways I am still the same old lonely, lonely wonderer I always was. Life is life, 50/50 always, gotta get used to it. peace and love all.

current mood: drunk

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Friday, November 18th, 2005
8:08 am - velvet ladders
woo long time. CHRON HUSTLAZ.

current mood: ABORTED

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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
8:15 am - Try to wake up
Same old feeling differant day. hopefully this will work out nicely.

Today I am gonna quit smoking cigs, taking too much money. Money I could use to go to Ireland.

Dinosaur Jr is practically the best.

current mood: hopeful

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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
3:01 am - you are the sweetest, I owe you all
All those bugs
Buzzin' around your head...
Well they fly in the air
As you comb your hair
And the summertime will
Make you itch the mosquito bites.

The buzz of love
Is busy buggin' you

Well they fly in the air
As you comb your hair
And they're splattered up and
Down your windshield
The headlights...

Well they bite, yeah they bite,
But you can't see them there.
But they bite, yeah they bite,
But you can tell they're there.

Does love buzz
Because that's what it does?

Well they fly in the air
As you comb your hair
And the summertime will
Make you itch the mosquito bites.

Well they fly in the air
As you comb your hair
And they're splattered up and
Down your windshield
The headlights...

And they fly in the air
Comb your hair
Fly in the air
Comb your hair.

current mood: grateful
Friday, August 12th, 2005
12:03 pm - A simple plee
I am gonna take a page from teh MCintosh book..

Ok guys I am moving and the perfect gift would be a donation to the Oliver wants to go to Vegas Halloween weekend to see:

Flaming Lips
The Shins
Taleb Kweli
and the Arcade Fire

i'll love you until the end of eternity

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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
1:04 am - please forgive me
Today was great,
I keep having shitty mood swings that make me feel like I am losing my damn mind.
chemical imbalence maybe, who knows hah.
I hate livejournal.

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Thursday, July 7th, 2005
4:54 am - roll call
So lately things have been a blur of work and then doing nothing with friends which is fine. Its just been a big ol blur. I feel pretty empty as of now. Sort of sucks. I need to stay up all night but I probably wont.

g'night angels.

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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
5:20 pm - Fuji
I think Ive decided what I am going to do in College, I am going to Major in Botany, and Minor in music. I've never had a passion to do anything more then fuck around and bang on instruments until recently. so I signed up for classes in Sax, Bass, and Banjo so hopefully I will learn alot.

Fuck Berea college for not letting freshman take Bee Keeping or Fencing =(

current mood: dorky

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Saturday, June 18th, 2005
12:13 am - transissions
so Cotyroo 2005 was THE party. All night band practice tonight, we've changed our name twice today. depression sucks. being sedated helps. oh well.

current mood: bouncy

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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
7:52 pm - break my ribs
yesterday I had to go to work. I like my job alot, even though I hate customers I like my job and would not trade it. I could not decide if I was angry or sad or a combination of both. My emotions however did fuel a good work ethic for the day to numb my thoughts, three or four Full Throttle did not hurt either. The best thing about yesterday was getting the oppurtunity to see people I have not seen in sometime. Many came into work. After work Brandon and Cody came to the aid of there friend and took me bowling despite my doubts. I did not bowl at all but it was a great time getting to see even more nice people. After bowling we went to the waffle house and an adult videostore that was way too expensive. Today I have just laid around and slept. Not the best way to spend a day off but it works. I hate the dependency I have on always having someone around, Not that I dont love everyone around me I just wish I could be happy when I was alone.

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Monday, June 13th, 2005
11:30 am - Bastard
hello everyone. how are you? I am home again. Bonnaroo was a great time I had lots of fun. I am in fact a bastard. Dont dare tell me otherwise because you have no idea. Thankyou/

current mood: uncomfortable

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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
1:13 am - multitudes
So I am leaving for bonnaroo in a few hours, and i should be happy. But I am not, too many things on my mind.

current mood: depressed

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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
1:43 am - Twiddlydum
Things have been relativly good. Bob Dylan tonight was the greatest show ive ever been to hands down. lots to be done tomorow is band practice. my girlfriend is really great. Bonnaroo in a week, excited and a lil nervous. mm thats about all.

current mood: cold

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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
1:59 pm - as we go on
Yesterday I graduated, it was the best way to spend graduation, so many friends from past and present, and of course her.

I am really dirty.

current mood: tired

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Sunday, May 15th, 2005
10:51 pm - Rofl Watershports.
This week has been good. Last Week of Highschool I was pretty militant. Went swimmin lots. it was fun. jumpin off rocks. good. Cody Spoon and Joe Coleman on a tube - Priceless. friday was magnificant. saturday hazy. Today was lots of Miles Davis, and I did a painting I like it but it needs work. I am happy as a lark.

current mood: jubilant

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Saturday, May 7th, 2005
9:20 am - I love rap.
Yesterday was fucken ill.
senior lay out day, yay, one week of school left, yay. Brandon and I went and had breakfast at the Lighthouse it was great. This summer I might help Hazel out a few days a week, I dont even care if I get paid. afterwards came home and John and Sam came and chilled for a bit made for a fun time. Around that time we had to pick up my brudda, so we did. Came home and big C came down and had a band practice. Afterwards, chased down Brandons brother for money, came back jammed more adn then left to pick up the girls and then Java. I though Java was gonna suck really bad and really did not wanna go, but to my surprise thatnight COVEN AND MOTHER FUCKEN CRAZY D were playing, first time ive seen hardcore gangster rap at Java, yay. Matgo Primo is really boring. afterwards we headed home. Great fucken day.

oh yea I also did somthing I have been wanting to do for a long time and couldent be happier.

current mood: sleepy

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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
2:19 pm
I love Jimmy Carter
I love Wilco
I love sunny days
I love playing music with my friends
I love my dog
I love staying up late talking with her about random things
I love my job (only when I am not there)
I love anything that is hype or ill as shit.
I love all the fun plans Brandon and I make
I love trying to play Primus and failing horribly
I love saying "Hey Wha' Happened?!?" even though I dont think others like hearing it.
I love my new bass that has yet to arrive
I love when people I dont know are nice to me
I love Mrs. Arp even though we argue she still is too nice to me.
I love when Mr. Foster wakes me up in class in a funny way.
I love walking around town in my shorts, tye dye, and a cowboy hat and hearing people yell "YEE-HAW"
I love the first cup of coffee of the day
I love Hazel she is the best. Everyone should go see her in the mornings and give her lots of moneys.
I love affectionate gestures when no one is looking.
I love my dads badass mustache
I love kicking it old school

current mood: hungry

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